radiohead rip
Friday, September 24, 2010~Carbon Monoxide~
A heart that’s full up like a landfill
It half-beats to the rhythm of your
Pallid life, your impaled face staring
at the odds and ends of memories
Lost, cramped.
A job that slowly kills you
The recycled air, the artificial light grows
staler and dimmer inside your guts
Where lost chances dwell
Dark, rotten.
Bruises that won’t heal
The mesh upon which new tissues
grow upon–a scar. Pick
at your scabs, your regrets
Futile, inevitable.
You look so tired and unhappy
Such ordeal to pull your face
into a smile, as life, or the resemblance
of a life, is nothing but
tenebrous, desperate.
* * *
So, apparently my right brain’s still functional. Maybe it’s a lucid interval…who knows? if you like the above brain fart, cool. If not, blah, just go read Perez Hilton or something equally academic.
The italicized first lines are from Radiohead’s ‘No Surprises’
If you get the chance, listen to the song; and while you’re at it, also check out Regina Spektor’s cover.
flick tweets
~Movies to never watch even if it were the last salvaged dvds on earth [vol.1]: The Invention of Lying, Race to Witch Mountain, Killers
4:28 PM Sep 6th via web
~Movies to never watch even if it were the last salvaged dvds on earth [vol2] — Avatar The Last Airbender, Post-Grad, … (Oct 10)
~Movies to watch before you kick the bucket [vol.1]: Amelie, Spanglish, Das Parfum, Monsters vs Aliens…
1:06 PM Sep 6th via web
~Movies to watch before you kick the bucket [vol.3]: Take the Lead, The Ron Clarke Story, American History X..
Sep 24th
~Movies to watch before you kick the bucket [vol.2]: Up In the Air, Juno, Thank you for Smoking, City of God, American Beauty, Click..
Sep 24th
hard drive partitions?
Wednesday, September 22, 2010My timelines are shady, but I shit you not. I had a dream a few months back, and in that dream was a recollection of a place seen from a still earlier dream.
I guess, there’s no real mystery there. [Because after the first dream, it becomes a memory & thus can become a material for a fresh dream]. But you have to admit, it’s a little eerie. You know, the kind that makes you want to get Pscience involved.
So, to try and map out my thought processes which led to the FIRST dream, I lay down these pieces of factual information:
> In my hometown, there was an old train station, its columns form into arches. The walls are formed by polished rocks.
> I have seen the Lord of the Rings trilogy & the Narnia chronicles, thus have made the association between the old train station mentioned abovel; and the castles (or castles in ruin) in the film.
DREAM 1
No story really, but the imagery is vivid: An abandoned train station with massive pillars & arches. There was a general air of peace.
DREAM 2
In the dream I was with Momma & we traveled by jeepney and passed by the old train station. I pointed to Mom & told her I think I’m familiar with the place.
After waking up, I realized that my dream-self was referring to a ‘memory’ from another, an earlier dream.
Therefore, I am at a loss as to conclude:
A) My dream-self in Dream #2 was familiar with the place because of my True-self’s recollection of an actual train station;
B) My dream-self in Dream #2 was familiar with the place because my dream-self from Dream# 1 remembered having been there; if so, does my subconscious have a special cache for dream-memories?
Also, I remember it has happened twice that I woke up from a dream, and when I went back to sleep it picked up where it ended, like a tv show interrupted by ads.
The Curious Case of DTN/O, marked unsolved.
How to market shitty pop songs
Monday, September 20, 2010- The phrase ‘I’m begging you please’ should be preceded with ‘I’m down on my knees’;
- Fill in interludes with a high pitched ‘Oh, no baby’ or ‘Yeah’;
- Put a breathy narration in the intro, or before the bridge;
- Utilize saxophones; &
- Collaborate with a rapper and pay him for his services; ergo, for the rhythmic & incessant shouting ‘Uh-yeah’ & ‘c’mon’
d as in dimwit…
I’m a sloth. I seem to not have the energy to labour for a comfortable lifestyle. (And yet I badly want to live like a rockstar, minus the illegal narcs part) I’m neither Ivanka Trump, nor Marshall Mathers. Which is to say, I wasn’t born to wealthy moguls or born to penury but with exceptional talent. It makes me sad, just thinking of the DVDs back in my room, waiting to be taken out of their cases & fed into a laptop & all the bytes in all their glory logically processed by a media player… I have 7 seasons of catching up to do. Well, 7 seasons of NCIS & a couple seasons of House. Oh, and throw in How I Met Your Mother! It’s sad. I pity those discs just pining for my attention.
Anyhoo, I guess I will complain no more; else, I might get the pink slip & I’d be in way deeper shit.
And now, for some sheer NCIS wit:
Special Agent Anthony DiNozzo:
[On the phone] Let me get this straight: you want me to spell my name again? Okay. Big “D”as in dimwit. Little “I” as in idiot. Big “N” as in nimrod. Little “O” as in Obtuse. Double “Z” as in ZZ top…
* * *
[Crime scene was found to have positive radiation)
McGee: I was there, too, near the car, you know.
Ziva: We all were.
McGee: But don’t let that stop you from thinking about yourself.
Tony: This isn’t about me! It’s about my little DiNozzo makers! They’ve been nuked!
in another life, I am Kat Stratford
Thursday, September 16, 2010Headache. Eminem in my ear. Reading 10 Things I Hate About You & loving the minimalist text/font.
Script-O-Rama rocks!
Disclaimer: Neither caused the headache. What did, you ask? Work, work, work is the culprit.
organic meets modern
Monday, September 13, 2010 All this obsession with high-end mobile phones is exhausting. Myself? I have a Sony Ericsson K550i that has served me for almost four years. (In cellphone years, that’s like…give or take a decade) It’s my first phone I bought with my own money. My take is that, if you can send sms, make calls & take pictures with it, then it should be enough.
But no. In the Philippines, people change their phone units as constantly as they change their toothbrushes. (And dentists recommend that you change brushes every 3 months. Ok may be that’s exaggerated. Not about the toothbrush, the phones). I think it has something to do with insatiety. If there’s a new model, or a new feature, they gotta have it.. Not very sensible, I tell you.
These days, when I scout for a new phone, I think of the ‘thousands’ equating to pieces of clothing. For instance, I see a unit costing over PhP15 thousand, I say to myself, i could get: jackets, tops, & a pair of pants with that…
My phone still works ok, I have to admit I may be mildly, potentially jumping into the bandwagon of mobile phone-crazed people and I plan to get a new one by year-end. Again, the features I require are the basic ones:
~connectivity - Bluetooth;
~sms & mms-capable (of course);
~(hopefully) more than a 5 megapixel-camera;
~able to store e-books; &
~browsing capabilities.
I’m getting a Sony Ericsson because even the cheaper models have badass CyberShot cameras. Plus, this 4-year old K550i that I have, I’ve dropped it from varying altitudes several times (both by accident & intentionally). Other than one episode of ‘White Screen syndrome’ which cost me PhP1k, it’s still functional. The trick is to transfer large files to the M2 - Memory Stick micro; and keep the internal memory only half-full.
Another thing I really don’t get is people’s obsession over Apple. I have a 3rd generation iPod nano, only because I got it as a prize from my previous company. When it comes to iPhones, owning one around here has become a status symbol. Don’t get me started on that one.
As this one dude observed:
Photo sourced from here.
& on the 6th day, He had a few beers
Friday, September 10, 2010 So here we are again, slaving ourselves while three quarters of the populace are enjoying the holiday. Ah but that’s ok, I tell myself, the weekend’s a couple of hours away…and there’s a cute little kid in the office.
But not nearly as cute as my nephew back home. Here he is before turning one.
Now he’s not as cute; but still strikingly mestizo, what with his maternal Scottish blood.
Now back to the Kid in The Office. ‘Buddy’ as his mother called out to him, wandered through the office & made friends with my team mate AC (who incidentally has a very youthful, devil-may-care disposition). They copied their palms on the Xerox (and yes, it’s a proper pronoun, a brand; otherwise I would have said ‘copier’, simply) machine and produced a really cool image, like a charcoal painting of hands. The mother was not too pleased, though. I can understand that. Radiation is bad. Heck if I had a kid I wouldn’t get him a cellphone until he’s eighteen.
Anyhoo, early this week we were mandated to attend Grammar training-Subject & Verb Agreement. I was like, ‘Yeah, as if I need that.’ Apparently I did. I scored 9 out of 10; which is unforgivable for a former editor-in-chief of a lesser known high school publication in a small town. That kind of prestige makes people expect a lot of me. 9, therefore is such a disgrace.
up in the air
Thursday, September 9, 2010Some animals were meant to carry each other, to live symbiotically for a lifetime - star-crossed lovers, monogamous swans. We are not those animals.
The slower we move, the faster we die. We are not swans.
We’re sharks.
zom.bie.land
Monday, September 6, 2010~Nut up or shut up!
~Rule #32:
Enjoy The Little Things.
Tallahassee got his Twinkie …and even though life will never be simple or innocent again, as he savored that spongy yellow log of cream, We had hope, we had each other.
And without other people, you might as well be a zombie.
~It’s amazing how quickly things can go from ‘bad’ to ‘total shit-storm
* * *
Did you know that there’s a better site than wikiquote for movie memorable lines?
The entire script is here, well, most movies I searched so far.
un[titled] un[finished]
Friday, September 3, 2010They were on the platform of the old train station. On any other day, the roofing would collapse upon the two boys with tossled hair; but today it decided to stay in tact despite the decrepit contraption.
‘We’ve tarried too long. Maybe she changed her mind…’ said the The White Shirt Dude.
And the Boy With Ears Sticking Out of His Head offered: ‘Hold your fantod, she’s most likely lost the agility of her car due to traffic buildups. Besides, you have been rhapsodizing about this girl for weeks on end and I will bear not another minute of it. Might as well get it over with.’
‘We must absquatulate. This meeting’s excitement has dropped dead sixty-seven minutes ago; and I need to pee,’ said The White Shirt Dude, heedless of the other’s reason.
‘Whatever happened to the incunabulum of love that you so hastily concluded to govern your faculties over …this stranger?,’ accused the Boy With Ears Sticking Out of His Head.
‘I’ve known her since I was three,’ was the steady reply.
And on his mind, he knew it was a half-truth. The Thing Sandwiched By His Lungs, though, was whispering a different story.
‘Bullcrap. You knew her when you were three; maybe just for a day, or an hour in that long bulldozed-over playground… You knew her then. And what of the span from that day to today, what of the teeth you’ve lost & gotten from then to now? Or the armpit hair you’ve tended since pubertal season, what of it? Ah, you are relentless. She’s a stranger is what she is.’ leave it to his friend, the Boy With Ears Sticking Out of His Head, to bitch-slap him with the sullen fact.
The Truth is that a friend of a friend’s cousin had an officemate who partied once with the roommate of the The Girl in the Sandbox and so as Artificial Intelligence is at work with the social networking sites, it ’suggested a friend’ to The White Shirt Dude.
The White Shirt Dude then proceeded to ignore these electronically selected ‘friend suggestions,’ until, one fateful day The Girl in the Sandbox posted as her profile photo–an old snapshot of the herself and a playmate in a sandbox.
And no, contrary to what you think, you are not a genius for putting two and two together.
‘Fine, I have not known her since. I knew her once, we were three and it has been suggested that the average age of the first memories is three years, six months, but that’s just an average and we might have been the exception to the rule. There. Happy?’
‘Your conclusions are accurate, my lovestruck roomie,’ said the Boy With Ears Sticking Out of His Head, and before he could develop his gloating into a magnificent filligree, a voice came from behind:
‘Hey nerds.’
* * *
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Notice the transition from morose to pathetically smitten.
Give her a break. We all falter.
The lucky ones, happily so.
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